Summer

Summer has begun! The best thing about this summer? I get to go HOME !! There are no words to explain how happy I am ! I miss my family so much. Makes u stop and think about family when they aren't around the corner !

Life

Life isn't always what we want it to be. Life isn't always what it should be. How u choose to handle things in ur own life is ur business. But u must also be able to except the reaction to ur actions ! Life is a guessing game. Nothing is ever set in stone. One bad thing can turn into a million good things. One good thing can turn into a million bad things. Life isn't always fair. Life ain't always beautiful but it's a beautiful ride.

Dream a little dream

As i lay down to sleep I think about so many things. Does my brother feel better? Did I tell everyone I love them? Did I say a prayer for everyone? Will it help?

So here it is feel better bubby. I love all of u so much. Dear lord please protect the ones I love. Please protect the ones I don't. Please be there for the people I can't be there for. Please keep everyone safe. Please watch over amber and her baby growing bigger and stronger in her tummy everyday. Amen.

I am off to dream my little dream. Sweet dreams everyone.

sunshine!

another beautiful day!! i can't wait to get outside and soak up the sun!! have a great day all!

the mind of a 4 yr old

today i had on country music so we could dance. the song we all bleed red come on and we stopped for a bit. its amazing the words kids hear when a song comes on. he thinks they say we all eat bread. he was told the words and said not is bread i like bread! when he hears lover lover. he says lover lover you don't treat me right i am leaving to the chicken nuggets house!

the innocent mind of child sometimes makes me laugh more than it should. life was so much easier when we were littler. didn't have to worry about anything but playing outside and being a kid. its fun to sit back and think i used to think that way too!! (and then feel really old ! lol)

i miss the days of cooties and no worries. but at the same time i like making my own choices as a grown up! its good though to keep a little bit of the innocent child in all of us.

today

Its so beautiful outside today!!! i am so glad the snow is all done and the leaves are back on the trees in a green you only dream about! one of the kids i watch said "its summer the sunshine is out and i just saw a bee!" he is so very right. sunrise at 4:45 am and sunset at 11:00 pm? its amazing!!

life here is going fairly well. i have made some pretty amazing friends here. it still isn't home to me yet. you would think after almost 5 years it would be. florida is home always will be. i miss my family so much there, sometimes its hard to believe how far away i am. i can't wait to visit this summer. its very much needed on my part!

well time to rock my neice back to sleep!!! xoxoxxo